• womackm posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    awesome!

  • womackm posted an update 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    Much better today– I didn’t “force” myself out of my sadness, in fact — I sat with it. Basically ALL day – i sat and did nothing- a couple of loads of laundry- and by 4:00 i felt well enough to get to yoga. Then I picked up a salad, came home and watched a little tv.

    AND although I had someone tell me that, “I was not going to get any better by sitting around and feeling discouraged and defeated” thats what I chose to do! (obviously that comment was about HIS desires, not mine). And, he was wrong- because that was EXACTLY what I did- and I DO feel better. I feel like i just honored my sadness——–> “yes, I see you sadness, and I acknowledge you. We have been thru some shit lately, and we just need to sit here and rest and reflect.”

    And that was really all it took. I simply woke up happier and more hopeful today. Im not going to run a marathon, but I WILL go to the grocery, and I will clean my apartment, and i WILL get organized for the week and start to make future plans- Because happy people PLAN for the future- and today I am happy. Happy and Sober.

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    wow- $741– THAT is fun news!!

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    i know you must have FELT left out- but from your story, I imagined you looking really cool and IN CONTROL. You were the guy- not from outer space, but the guy that has his life together so well, you simply cannot be bothered wasting a single minute on the stuff. THAT is the guy I see! @stevef

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    wow- that is incredible. And YES- it had to have been that mantra- alcohol is poison! powerful story. thanks for sharing.

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    thanks @morgan I need to remember that- it really DOES get better each day. : )

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    yep- and that is what Im having- a quiet, reflective, weekend on my own. thanks @WakingOwl

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    too bad you are not here with me @Lucy – i think you are on the other side of the world from me ; ) but… if you were here, we could drink sparkling lemonade together and talk about things that make us happy. xoxo

    • I’m in the UK.. but yes I’d love to drink lemonade with you.. I’ve just woken up I’ve slept through the cravings.. movie night now in PJ’s x

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    thank you @kitten well said.

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    : )

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    SOOO impressed with this story. what a warrior you are. facing fears like that and admitting the alcohol made you fearless. I can’t wait to see who you discover without it. (it also sounds like you have a wonderful hubby!) @MāoriGirlSober

  • womackm posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    Struggling today with sadness. I think I may be recovering form the chaos of my mother’s health, and am just coming down from the past two weeks of white-knuckling that situation. Im just blue- and not fulfilled by my work currently, tired of being single, anxious about finances…. hmmm… anything else I should complain about? haha.

    Anyway — the thing about being sober is you gotta look at your shit! ugh. I KNOW that is the main reason I’ve taken this step. By drinking, I am avoiding all this pain, and self doubt ——-> Remember I have Party Girl- to save the Day!! — don’t be sad! don’t be fearful! don’t doubt yourself! DRINK some vodka- go OUT – see and be seen- this is what you do! this is who you are!! Ahhhhhh…… and therein lies the REALLY scary part- WHO am I, actually? and WHO do I want to be? and WHY am I so fearful of being alone? WELL- I’m alone this morning. And I know – no matter how sad i am feeling, I am meant to be here. I had three different offers for plans last night and I didn’t respond to any of them- because some part of me KNEW that I needed to spend some quiet time with ME. just me, and my journal, and my tea.

    Its rainy – thank GOD- we needed a little break from the oppressive heat, and its Saturday, and I have made zero commitments to anyone this weekend. And honestly, I may just sit on this couch until Monday morning- and I think that would be just fine. The silence feels like it might be healing me somewhat….?

    Hope you all find peace this weekend as well….

    • I feel sad today @womakm.. been racing around with the kids and being Saturday a drink is what I’m craving right now.. I feel bored but haven’t stopped all day I’m so tired and bloody hot.. we need a storm it’s so humid. It’s finding who we really are that keeps us going.. but my god I just wish the cravings would go x

      • too bad you are not here with me @Lucy – i think you are on the other side of the world from me ; ) but… if you were here, we could drink sparkling lemonade together and talk about things that make us happy. xoxo

        • I’m in the UK.. but yes I’d love to drink lemonade with you.. I’ve just woken up I’ve slept through the cravings.. movie night now in PJ’s x

    • @womackm, i certainly understand all of those feelings, but if you are like me, it will pass, just one day it will just have lingering feelings, some sad, some alone, some for the past, some for the future, but if like me, the depth of the blueness will go away. have fun with you. enjoy your tea.

    • Pride, health and the love of your new freedom will eventually prevail. As our brains produce more natural dopamine, it gets way better – still tough times, life tends to be like that, but knowing you are overcoming without a poisonous substance to numb it out has it’s own rewards.

    • Dealing with my Mum’s health issues has been really hard. It’s sad and stressful to see our parents ill or declining. Sit with it and let it pass through, better than keeping it bottled up or pushing it aside with work or a social fling, it will only reappear later.

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks ago

    i love it– HALT- and i love mantras- and recently got my first tattoo at 50!!!! mine says Trust- and it is on the inside of my wrist- i see it ALL the time. a constant reminder to trust– myself, my friends, my gut, my guides, my intuition, the universe…… well- you get it. xoxox

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks ago

    So True @Happy2019 – as i was telling my friend yesterday – when you start to drink you are little more fun and outgoing, but there is ALWAYS a tipping point…. into the ugly! haha!

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks ago

    Thanks for the support @Lars!

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks ago

    Thanks @MrsD — hope the weekend is great–

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks ago

    so true @AprilsFool — have a great weekend.

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks ago

    ugh. Sorry @lucy that that the tricky compelling voice is calling you…. just hold tight. nothing lasts forever. thinking of you : )

    • Yes the sober positives sure do outweigh drinking positives!!! I’ll hang on to that as well! I’m with you on that and yes, let’s make it a great day!

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    super proud of ya– my brain ALSO uses the “glamorous” lie- which i can fall prey to SO easily- but lets be honest its a trick. that voice is a con-man….and numbing anything is NOT glamorous! Stay steady my friend- you are doing GREAT! @Lucy

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    love this! I don’t even know who Hayley Holt is- hahaha- but I am SO grateful for her! GOOD for you! stay steady @DaisyM

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    agree- it REALLY gets better- even after the first couple of days. your body is confused! but it needs rest, sleep, water and healthy food to heal. You will be surprised and delighted with how you feel!! stay steady. xoxo

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    wow- that is pretty huge- a life change indeed. GOOD for you!

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    yes! i am actually trying to keep track of the money i DON’T spend not drinking- just an added incentive for me! @Happy2019

    • I put all the money I’m not spending on alcohol in a tin every week. I’m going to open the tin at Christmas should be interesting.

    • Uh, @womackm and @MaryB it will be enough for a nice, little reward I bet 🙂

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    This Naked MInd- helps me. I have it on my phone and refer back to the very rational reasoning behind quitting. that is a support for me @erica375

  • womackm posted an update 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    So…. Last night I had to go listen to a live band (part of my job) and this venue that i went to…… well, it was QUITE a place. this was an old school, beer drinking, shot taking, cigarette smoking (YES- smoking! inside, at the bar- like it was 1980! hahaha!). And the people there- well this was HOME for them- so everyone was partaking! I sat at the bar (sipped my club soda) and watched tray after tray of tequila shots whiz by.

    Anyway – it wasn’t hard, and frankly I was really happy that I had my compete wits about me- and may have gotten myself a new client- I would NOT have been quite as charming if i was pouring back the shots. Ive always thought that booze was helping me– and my career. I even spoke about this in previous entries on this site And now after my two weeks of sobriety- I have really accepted that Drunk M is NOT quite as charming as she previously believed! I REMEMBER exactly what I said last night, and what my potential client said, and how I will follow up- and I even got home and posted some pics on social media to keep the conversation going. its awesome.

    And the Bonuses: cheap night (tipped the bartender $5 for serving me two free club sodas) safe drive home, bed time ritual (makeup off!) Cozy sleep and then waking up with an almost child-like joy- of “OH! I didn’t drink last night! yay! Good for me!) haha!

    The Sober Positives WAY outnumber the Drinking Positives…. gotta hang on to THAT!

    Here is to a #soberweekend my fellow #warriors. Make it Great! xoxoxo

    • jmtn replied 3 weeks ago

      Your post made me smile. 🙂 Thanks for sharing! Happy #soberweekend !

    • Lucy replied 3 weeks ago

      I would have loved that night out @womackm but the place where it was held would have driven me straight back to hell. So big well done in keeping yourself sober, that must have been so hard. Thanks for commenting on my post I really needed to shame alcohol last night as it’s been calling me for a couple of days now. x

      • ugh. Sorry @lucy that that the tricky compelling voice is calling you…. just hold tight. nothing lasts forever. thinking of you : )

        • Yes the sober positives sure do outweigh drinking positives!!! I’ll hang on to that as well! I’m with you on that and yes, let’s make it a great day!

    • Nothing better than a sober morning after a flash-back kind of night to remind just how much the positives outweigh the negatives. Yup. Great day!

    • rocking it!!! Love this story x

    • Lars replied 3 weeks ago

      Perfect. WAy to go!

    • Great post! I think the only one who believes that a drunk person is charming is the drunk person itself. I really love to keep track on drinking people sometimes. Although it is sad in a way it’s therapeutic for me (I must try not to become arrogant, I’ve been like this before) to see, how they start fooling around, acting shameless, talking to loud, repeating everything, loosing dignity… Nice people by the light of day, changing into something like a three year old zombie hardly able to walk or talk. You’re doing so absolutely right!

      • So True @Happy2019 – as i was telling my friend yesterday – when you start to drink you are little more fun and outgoing, but there is ALWAYS a tipping point…. into the ugly! haha!

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    thanks @Mandles — feels good to back! : )

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    thanks @morgan – nice re-frame…… Day 20 – 1 ! I just keep saying One is Fun! hahahaha

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    and the lie that we tell ourselves that the drink is gonna make it better???? that is simply SO wrong! its the same shit – and then HUNGOVER??? – geez so much worse!! @Lee@

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    wow. super inspiring. thanks for sharing! xoxo

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    congrats on day one @live4ever you definitely should keep going because i just felt better and better – significantly improved – everyday of that first week- and I looked better as well. I hope you get enjoy some of those feelings! good luck.

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    Thank you @Lucy : ) very sweet of you. Yes, Im a little sad to be back here…. starting over- but who cares, really? I actually learned a lot when I went back to it because I was so much more aware of how it affected me…. and it really is poison!

    Dating scene is fine- the brunch date is still around- nicest person you will ever meet- i should like him more than i DO!! ugh! hahaha…. ill keep you posted. xoxo

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    thank you @whynot Sobriety IS a treat! and I’m lucky to have figured that out… Onward! : )

  • womackm posted an update 3 weeks, 2 days ago

    So- I am BACK- but also back to Day one– The drama and chaos of my mother’s health– ambulances, and constant group texting among my siblings- family flying in and out. Well, I guess it was all too much. i was sober about two weeks? 14 days probably, and then, when my whole family was here dealing with the crisis, the bottles of red came out. (Probably why I have the original struggle that I do with alcohol….)

    Anyway- I am not even that mad at myself. This is the first time that Ive even voiced my concerns about my drinking, so instead of shaming myself for falling off, I have decided to say “Well done! – two weeks without is pretty good” AND of course what I learned about myself when Im not drinking was so surprising and delightful. I have real incentive to start again….. (Lovingly)

    Ya- i would be MUCH happier saying DAY 20 – or whatever, but this is MY journey, and I’m learning so much about myself and how I want to handle the next crisis in my life. Because obviously, the red wine did NOT improve the situation, but just made me more tired the next day, and less capable of dealing with the anxiety. Its funny that people REALLY tend to drink during the exact times when they should NOT? For me, alcohol ABSOLUTELY creates anxiety. Many times when there is no real reason to feel anxious?

    SOOOO – now i’m back, and looking forward to cozy sleeps, clear skin, bright eyes, more energy and a happy (less stressful) outlook.

    I hope all of you #warriors are still hanging tight. Love to all xoxo

    • Welcome back. No sense beating yourself up. Sobriety really is a treat, although it took a while for me to really believe it.

    • I absolutely love this post @womackm, so positive and not beating yourself up, using this as a learning curve .. We all know where alcohol takes us but sometimes we need something to get us through the crap.. but as we’ve always used this it’s just comes back to us. It is your journey and I’m so glad your here… amazing lady. xx How’s the dating going??

      • Thank you @Lucy : ) very sweet of you. Yes, Im a little sad to be back here…. starting over- but who cares, really? I actually learned a lot when I went back to it because I was so much more aware of how it affected me…. and it really is poison!

        Dating scene is fine- the brunch date is still around- nicest person you will ever meet- i should like him more than i DO!! ugh! hahaha…. ill keep you posted. xoxo

      • Exactly what @lucy said. I’ve had to step in it a bunch of times to realize just what shit it is. Redefined it in so very many ways but in the end it’s always very much the same. Shit.

        • and the lie that we tell ourselves that the drink is gonna make it better???? that is simply SO wrong! its the same shit – and then HUNGOVER??? – geez so much worse!! @Lee@

    • Great attitude! So sorry you are going through all this, it is a difficult time for so many with ageing parents – like, why can’t they stay young and well and keep helping US!!! We need them!
      How about Day 20 -1? Never lose sight of your precious achievements

    • Well done to comeback, that’s what I did, I managed 150 days the got back on it again.. havin* 2 weeks off is awesome… well done for Re doing day 1 xxxx

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks ago

    i love that idea of all of us ” tagging along to that alcohol fueled bbq and keep you company and from not drinking.” haha! what a great idea! i need to get this site on my phone! xoxo

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks ago

    i am finally believing that the alcohol REALLY makes the anxiety worse- that thought has helped me avoid it- when I am stressed I do NOT want to pile on with more anxiety inducing poison. Hold Steady my friend! xoxo

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks ago

    I agree with @r51 this is THE place to moan… no judgement, and no belittling- it has been my buoy! And FAMILY issues- oh boy I am in the THICK of that currently- pretty sure that is a #1 trigger for MOST people. You are doing great, and hearing about your Mum’s struggles hopefully can be a good incentive to stay AF through Day 12! best of luck.

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks ago

    thank you @soberheart this support is immense….

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    thanks @newstart100 – and totally agree. this process with my aging mother is bringing up an entire lifetime of emotions- and to be frank, not all positive. I should probably be ready for a wave of more to come. Thankfully I have therapists at the ready – and now… sobriety. It would just be really messy to do this awash in vodka.

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    ohmygosh- beautiful post- AND additional beautiful comments. All these awesome people Living in the Moment and appreciating the minor gifts that we are given every day- it is the epitome and AWESOMENESS of sobriety! thanks to all of you! xoxo feeling really grateful!

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    welcome @Mjleonard – and best of luck on your journey

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    oh- this sounds perfect! you have inspired me to get some things sorted!! thank you– enjoy your Sober Friday!

  • womackm posted an update 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    DAY 12- and I am SPENT. ugh. this week. ugh. I SO want to roll over and drift off for a few more, but considering how much work I’ve missed due to my mom– well, I best get my ass to the office! However the first thought that popped into my head was, “thank god Im not hungover”. So there is THAT! : )

    I forgot to mention that yesterday morning, while getting ready for work, drinking my tea, and group texting with my sibs, I felt my face flush- I thought “this is weird”, but let it pass, then minutes later I felt it spread to my chest, and then rapidly it began to creep down my arms- it was on my stomach, hands, back… red botchy bumps! stinging and hot! It COMPLETELY covered my body , my legs, knees, feet! I was SO freaked out. I called my sister in a panic- (7:00 am mind you- and she’s in a different time zone!) I sent her pics and when she told me I should go to the urgent care, I fell apart- actually fell – – to the floor sobbing. and i said, “I don’t have time to go to a doctor, I’m losing my mother!” and i sobbed and sobbed, and she just patiently listened. Oddly, (or maybe not oddly at all) after my crying jag, the rash started to fade. HIves? I don’t know, that has never happened to me. But they were completely gone within the hour- probably less. The only evidence I have are the pictures on my phone. The body is a curious thing? But it did remind me how wildly stressful this current situation is, and that i must take care —

    SOOOO the Sunday Brunch date will now be the Friday dinner date tonight. Sibs are all in agreement that i need a nice evening out. Not sure how I feel about him, but the distraction will be helpful, and he has been a champion on the checking in on me all week regarding my family situation. Seems like a real sweetheart – which is surprising- I usually gravitate to the self-centered ones- hahaha. Maybe sobriety is making me wiser to my dating choices? or I am able to see my actual worthiness? To be honest,…[Read more]

    • Oh wow, that sounds like a very difficult hour for you, I’m so sorry @womackm! I know exactly what you mean though about your body doing something that you don’t want it to do. Since I quit drinking I have been working through anxiety/panic episodes and it is like my body just reacts to some situations without me having any control over it. Through a lot of reading (and now therapy) I am learning that my body has held on to emotions and memories from my past and through drinking I was able to not deal with them and push them down. But my body did not forget them. Now that I am not drinking or covering up my emotions with anything my body has decided it is a great time to let them out (ugggg). I use a lot of techniques and am learning different types of therapies to work through my anxiety episodes. Breathing, meditation, remembering that these are past emotions that I never dealt with and am now needing to work through in order to move forward, reminding myself that I am not actually dying but rather if I just wait through it I will feel much better soon, talking it out with my therapist, etc. A Sunday brunch sounds perfect and something wonderful to look forward to! xo

      • thanks @newstart100 – and totally agree. this process with my aging mother is bringing up an entire lifetime of emotions- and to be frank, not all positive. I should probably be ready for a wave of more to come. Thankfully I have therapists at the ready – and now… sobriety. It would just be really messy to do this awash in vodka.

    • Enjoy your date tonight. I think it’s excellent that you have set the precedent from the start with this person that you do not drink. It’s 100% authentic and fresh, I think it helps in sticking with it long term and eliminates expectation from the other person. You don’t drink. Period.
      Careful with that rash, I would definitely go to the Dr. If it happens again. I don’t know if stress can cause hives? Maybe? Something to check into though.
      Have a wonderful day, you are doing so well.

    • thank you @soberheart this support is immense….

    • Hives could totally be a reaction to working up into a lather with anxiety and stress. It’s great it came down. The mind is an amazing thing. It is a chemical factory and it can do this. Good job relaxing and calming down.

    • Hells teeth – that’s quite a frightening experience. Looking forward to hearing about your evening.

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    thank you ALL for such loving words – what a lovely way to wake up.. to all my new (faceless) friends: : i honestly would not have made it through this week without you @mari135 @malibustacey @callumbrown @normaleelucid @suzkep @chasingthedandelion Hope your weekends are WONDERFUL.

    • Ive got a face…. it’s a bit of land and sky at the end of a beach 😀

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    thank you @lydia727 i appreciate your kind words. I have a lot of support from siblings and my Dad, but i can see how tempting the numbing would be. trying to stay strong…. xoxo

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    okay @Jocord I probably wasn’t supposed to, but I laughed out loud at your post… “she was “really getting into drinking”. Like it was volunteering.” Like she was volunteering! haha. What a weird conversation? ! That is something a 15 year old would say – trying to impress his friends? Whoo boy is right– that one sounds tricky? keep us posted on that one…

    • @womackm, I’m glad I made you laugh! The way she said it was just like doing a new activity. Just odd it was drinking. Like, oh! I’ve really been getting into meth this year. Yep, just a normal post-retirement activity.

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    great work @Mandles ! keep at it!

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    oh- that is great news. im so happy for you that you had that exchange with your Mum! That’s a big move for Day 6! congrats… my happier than sandboy friend!

  • womackm posted an update 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    End of day 11 — well that Herculean post i shared this morning was relevant for about 45 minutes! haha….. until I called my Dad and I discovered that hell was breaking loose with Mom. Then Im rushing to their apartment, and want to throw myself in a heap, and cry myself a puddle. God, I was (am) not prepared for this aging thing. Im not sure why I wasn’t? I mean, they are 89 years old- what was i expecting to happen? But, as always, I pull myself together, take charge, and address the problems. The gratitude in my Dad’s eyes alone is too much. This role reversal is killing me.

    I knew FOR SURE once I left them, that I would come home and drink. That’s all i wanted. I could taste it — and feel it going down my throat, although, I have not been seriously tempted, not once. And when I did actually get my folks settled and headed home (missed yoga, unfortunately) I poured myself a sparkling water, and drew myself a bath. not even a single conversation with myself about taking a drink. so strange. so lucky. its like the “Good Girl” and her evil twin…. but for some reason the Good girl is IN control– and her evil twin is a little timid. THANK GOD.

    Im really grateful that Im going through this process with my parents sober. Its painful, and frightening, but I need to be clear headed, and i need to be the best version of MYSELF that I can be for my parents and siblings…. and it is of course a really important part of life. How sad if it were foggy, and I missed any of it. I will want to remember the beautiful parts as well as the sad parts.

    This is LIFE, and Im doing it sober….

    • So sorry. I completely understand. I have been caring for my mother, who has dementia, for the past 4 years. She is now in a nursing home on hospice care, bed ridden and unable to speak. Although I know she is being well cared for and it has taken major stress off me that I am no longer her sole caregiver, I still go to see her almost every day. She was the person I went to for comfort and support, my shoulder, my rock and friend. That part of her has been gone for a couple of years, but I cherish the memory of time before that. That is the reason I went down the black rabbit hole of drinking -to numb the pain. Your are SOOOO brave and smart to be doing this sober. I am really present for her now and I am able to truly enjoy the last chapter of our lives together. Sending you positive vibes! Kia Kaha!!

      • thank you @lydia727 i appreciate your kind words. I have a lot of support from siblings and my Dad, but i can see how tempting the numbing would be. trying to stay strong…. xoxo

    • Day 11, you did it. oxoxox Well done!
      And I am sorry to hear about your mom. My grandma had Alzheimers and it took a toll on her first and foremost, and then us witnessing her suffering was almost unbearable. Be extra kind to yourself this weekend. oxoxoxo

    • You did super gooood today @womackm…keep doin that. Bless ya

    • Brave girl.You will never regret being sober for this. It sucks this role reversal doesn’t it? I looked at Mums knarled hands the other day. Slightly shocked that I now have her hands and she has Nanas.

    • Brilliant work @womackm – baths are good – I had one tonight – here’s to a good sleep tonight eh? 🙂

    • You are doing an amazing job x

    • thank you ALL for such loving words – what a lovely way to wake up.. to all my new (faceless) friends: : i honestly would not have made it through this week without you @mari135 @malibustacey @callumbrown @normaleelucid @suzkep @chasingthedandelion Hope your weekends are WONDERFUL.

      • Ive got a face…. it’s a bit of land and sky at the end of a beach 😀

    • Well done! Treat yourself to something lovely … a scented candle or fresh flowers. You deserve it.

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    thank you @morgan it is a Roller Coaster, and I was feeling mighty strong this morning, the day took a little bit of my bravado away- but im still standing, and im still sober. xoxo

  • womackm posted a new activity comment 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    thank you @lucy need all the support i can get today….. ugh.

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