I basically don't have an off switch when it comes to alcohol and it changes my personality and has ruined so many good things in my life. Alcohol hurts me and the people who love me. I went 5 months sober last year and felt happier, healthier, in control, confident, more energized and slimmer and altogether brighter. 9 months ago i started drinking again and i feel 10 years older, toxic, depressed, ashamed, guilty, lethargic, bloated, unworthy and when i am drinking i feel like an argumentative monster. It has to stop. This is the start of my new sobriety.
toxicdrops changed their profile picture 2 months ago
Thank you. I tend to have to make sobriety a bit of an obsession by reading up on everything I can find on the subject, and I feel I need to put it out thetecthat I am giving up so that it makes giving up a more real thing.