Got a few days off yay
Going campin in little river valley
Hav meet a girl learning about loving and being loved,not being selfish and being honest
Been single for many years
So new emotions and feelings,steping out and making myself valuable (its a bit of a cutthroat word in the dating game)
Thinking can be a problem for me over thinking and obsessing thoughts, self pity, resentment and anger are ones i realy hav to watch for.
Im closing the door slowly to the old life.
Everday is new and happy to still be alive
God has been looking after me definitely as the crazy things ive gotten up to in the past,i could hav died 100 times over.
Now its time to start careing for me,loving me
And being emotionally available to family and friends!!
Peace lov n gratitude!!
So excited to hear about that girl! oxoxo You deserve to be loved, and you are lovable. I know easier said than done. Maybe for now try to remind yourself it’s ok to be happy and to feel light, and the answers to anything you might question will come in time. Try to enJOY this phase, whenever possible, and if the heavy thoughts come up maybe you can make a mental note like Tara Brach recommends “Thinking.” Sometimes just naming it like Buddhists do, can help create some space and relief. oxoxox
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