Well, last night I got pulled over and blew 3 and a half times over the limit. This morning I have come to the stark realisation that I have an issue with alcohol and have struggled with addiction for my whole adult life. These truths are difficult to stomach, and for as honest and as straightforward as I am with how I interact with people in my life, the most important person to me (me) I have been pulling the wool over his eyes and using weak excuses to justify my habit or to cloak it as not even a habit. Saying to myself “you only drink once a week” though when I do it can be up to 24 beers in one sitting….. sigh. Or, I am a bourbon connoisseur pffhh pathetic. Today I would count this as my rock bottom and I need to stop. I can’t be like this anymore. Thank you reading.
You’re in the right place if you are serious about quitting. This place is pure magic and has helped SO many people. I’m sorry about your rock bottom but you will certainly find no judgment here, only those who can say “yup, we get it.” You have taken the first step of the journey into your new life. Thank you for the privilege of being a part of your next steps!
There’s only one place to go from here…upwards! It’s hard but being here is a good thing. Loads of supportive, nonjudgmental folks.
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