A year sober now and my life is transformed. I feel a deep sense of contentment and pride. Oct 2017 7 months done and it's getting easier, more and more normal. I don't drink. I'm not ashamed to be sober, I'm bloody proud. Don't know how I kept going with so many hangovers. It never gets old going to bed sober and waking up fresh.
June 2017 D108 I'm doing it, I'm starting to live the life I've always wanted to. The shame and self loathing has gone and been replaced with a quiet sense of achievement and peace.
March 2017 So, I did 100 days af and then didn't know what i wanted so tried moderation one last time. Mostly I did ok but it made me realise how much happier I was without alcohol in my life so here I am, starting again.2016 Over the last few years I've tried over and over to control my drinking but it's time to accept that I'll never be someone who sips slowly or stops after one or two. I need to stop. I want to be proud, not ashamed of myself and i want to be the best mum i can be. I want my energy and sparkle back.....
Hey all, haven’t been here much but all is well. Day 605. Yep, I’m around Friday @janus2 and @prudence except I’m going to see the lady gaga movie with a mate at the tannery at 12.40. i could push it off but we’ve already postponed a couple of times and so want to see this movie. otherwise free and no plans on sat. Would love to see you both xx
Yeah, I’ve heard it’s a real tear jerker @ro. Bit nervous about seeing it with a normie, she’s a good mate but i haven’t shared a lot of my journey, want necessary as it didn’t bother her at all when i quit unlike many of my other mates who i collected cos they drank like maniacs like i used to
Lol ? I aint in your part of the woods @marmite 🙂 me neither on here really. I am too frantic at work, ha with principal micro managing my letters home for camp and its driving me farkn nuts. She totally changed letter i had done, then put my farkn name to it wtf. Then on gear list, she put EVENING WEAR jeans etc, what the fuck, little black dress for girls, suit,tie for boys. Fark so pleased not there nxxt year o would defo pick up. Farkn fucked so gnite