• Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 hour, 49 minutes ago

    hi @Jocord.. I do need to use the word alcoholic because I do keep relapsing so labelling this will work for me… that and re training my brain…. hope your day is good x

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 2 hours, 39 minutes ago

    Hi @Ro… yes I will be here every god dam day from now on…. and I will be posting quite often because this is it this time… going to be very open and honest… love to you my friend xx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 2 hours, 46 minutes ago

    Fabulous well done you..xx

  • Lucy posted an update 3 hours, 31 minutes ago

    Just to say I am not going to be ashamed of being an alcoholic anymore… my best friend has just come back from her holiday and has popped in to see me. She knows me so well.. we work together and she has noticed a while back that I wasn’t me.. she knew I’d hit the drink again so bad. I sat her down and told her everything about my alcoholism feeling awkward and ashamed… She said Lucy I knew, people at work knew, and I thought I hid it well.. This is an Illness and one I shall now treat with respect .. I am not ashamed anymore. Life is going to get so much better like it was before when I stopped guzzling vodka and wine.. I am an alcoholic and I do not ever drink alcohol again… not even one bloody sip…. needed to get this out ! x

    • Good for you! Shame can make us quit drinking initially but can cause us to relapse eventually. If using the label alcoholic feels good to you, use it. That word has no meaning for me. I lean more towards addiction. We don’t call people cigaholics, heroinholics, pilloholics. It just describes the substance. I commend you for talking to your friend! It will help clarify to you where you were and where you need to go. You are making wonderful progress!

      • hi @Jocord.. I do need to use the word alcoholic because I do keep relapsing so labelling this will work for me… that and re training my brain…. hope your day is good x

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 3 hours, 38 minutes ago

    @WakingOwl you did so well.. we know we just can’t have the one drink.. leads me right back to square one.. we are re training our brains which is a great thing.. congrats 142 days x

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 3 hours, 42 minutes ago

    @tom4500… Happy Father’s day to you from me.. my dad passed away many years ago when I was 4 years old.. I know that tricky brain only to well.. it needs shutting up once and for all.. you’ve got your head around this … amazing man.. enjoy your breakfast. xx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 3 hours, 46 minutes ago

    Hi @AprilsFool… just finished housework and my god what a bloody dump it was.. have been looking through pissed up eyes for months.. feel so good now and just had a bar of chocolate lol… needed something sweet but that’s normal at the moment. have a great day xx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 4 hours, 52 minutes ago

    Hi 56 days is amazing.. me to about never drinking alcohol again, I need to say this to myself everyday because that’s the way it has to be from now on,, No messing about this time. I’m an alcoholic always will be… but I’m prepared to put the hard work in this time.. xx

  • Lucy posted an update 4 hours, 55 minutes ago

    Hello Beautiful people… day 3 and feeling a lot more positive today.. @ginny let’s kick the boozes’ arse this time.. stay with me my love…We both know it really get’s us every time we try and moderate.. thinking of you. xx @Mari135 I hope your good today and enjoying your Sunday…. I’m actually doing housework today and not bloody hungover… lots of self care here today in fact everyday from now on!! My love to you all.. xxxx

    • HI there @Lucy. Day 3 and you’ve got this rolling now.

      It took me freaking years to come to the conclusion that moderating just doesn’t work for me. I was only kidding myself. I wasted more time thinking about not drinking … then drinking and feeling like shit … then beating myself up for feeling like shit … then repeating the whole stupid cycle over again. Complete waste of time and brain cells – and I don’t have enough of those to go around 😉 It’s tough but it just made more sense to put the shit out of my life completely.

      Happy houseworking. Still not the most fun thing in the world to do, but much more productive (and easier) when you’re not dragging around a hangover. Have a great day.

      • Hi @AprilsFool… just finished housework and my god what a bloody dump it was.. have been looking through pissed up eyes for months.. feel so good now and just had a bar of chocolate lol… needed something sweet but that’s normal at the moment. have a great day xx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 day, 2 hours ago

    Stick with my @rolemodel.. day 2 for me and I’ve got the sweats and shakes… we need to drink lots of fluids and eat anything we need to, to help ease the cravings… I’m back here again.. my 8th time of getting sober… and hopefully last!!… life on the booze is crap.. sending you strength my lovely… xxx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 day, 2 hours ago

    I love your ramble, keep posting because you have helped me a lot today so thank you… I think your very brave.. xxx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 day, 2 hours ago

    Thank you. @jm hope your day is good to. x

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 day, 2 hours ago

    hi @aprilsfool thank you.. I’ve been here so many times this is the 8th time of getting sober.. my head is all over the place today but I really can’t go back this time so taking it easy..I keep focusing on getting into bed sober.. that feeling is priceless.. love to you xx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 day, 5 hours ago

    Thank you so much @freedom1025 xx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 day, 7 hours ago

    From A to oblivion that is me also, so tired of it now.. your doing so well. keep going. xx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 day, 7 hours ago

    Hi @mrs d.. so glad you are writing another book.. I did ask you sometime last year if you were going to… your books are my one of my sober tools… so thank you..after another relapse I’m back again..xx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 day, 7 hours ago

    Hi @chasingthedandelion… thank you so much for your post.. i’m going to keep re reading it as I’m back on day 2…. I thought (again) I could moderate.. that bloody voice telling me that I’m ok.. just going on and on… now it is definitely no alcohol forever… need to accept this once and for all… xxx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 day, 7 hours ago

    We can whine together @lars… the weather here in the UK is shit… but were not drinking booze so it’s a good day… we can stay strong together… xx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 day, 7 hours ago

    Hi day 27 is so good.. well done you… I know the “just letting things go” is so hard for us.. I’m going to really try now as I cannot control everything.. we come first now.. have a great swim.. xxx

  • Lucy posted an update 1 day, 7 hours ago

    Hi day 2… not sure how I’m feeling today but went to bed very early last night and slept on and off ok… still full of remorse and shame but I’m sure as the days go by and me staying sober these feelings will change. Was up very early with my husband sorting out the front garden so now it’s time to catch up with you all on here.. have a great sober day everyone. xx

    • @lucy walking with you today in full support of your day 2. You’ve got this!

    • Hi @Lucy. Okay – you’re on your way. Day 2. Bring it on! Yes. The regret and shame passes and things start to clear. Promise. Please just hang in there – keep coming here. Keep that sober toolbox open and nearby and use everything in it. Trust that you’re going to feel a little bit better by the end of the day – and even brighter tomorrow morning. Be very very kind to yourself. Just don’t drink – do whatever you have to do – but don’t drink. It not easy – but definitely gets better and better – and best of all, you WILL NOT regret it. Sending strength. Xox

      • hi @aprilsfool thank you.. I’ve been here so many times this is the 8th time of getting sober.. my head is all over the place today but I really can’t go back this time so taking it easy..I keep focusing on getting into bed sober.. that feeling is priceless.. love to you xx

    • Hi @Lucy! Well done on day 2! I’m glad to see you here, hope your day goes well. I will look for your updates. x

    • Day 2 and on to 3! You already know that the sick feelings (mental and physical) will leave and that everyday gets better! Be patient with and pamper yourself!

    • Great @Lucy! I also focused on getting into bed sober when I didn’t know what else to do. Just keep going to bed sober everyday if you don’t do anything else. Pretty soon you’ll know what else to do! Good job getting up early to work in the garden!

    • Hi @Lucy. Welcome back. I remember you from this site ages ok and sometimes wondered how you were. At that time I think we were similar sober days. I’ve been back and forth since then fooling myself I can moderate. What a joke. I’m on day 2. The wine witch is strong and loud at the moment but I’m going to be stronger. Lets do this…. we know life is so kuch beyter sober.

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 day, 23 hours ago

    Hi Tom… I was thinking about you today and how you were doing… it’s good to be back.. here we go again I’m trying to stay positive xx

    • I’m doing pretty good, getting fatter & older, but there’s a lot of that going around. I’m mostly happy! My golf game still stinks, but since I don’t play much, I can’t complain. Working a little less now, trying to get retired, but it’s complicated….can’t just hand in my resignation, or so it seems. Watching the grandchildren grow. Some vacations on the horizon, we bought a travel trailer. I’m still in this forum several times a week.

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 2 days, 3 hours ago

    Hi @Jesss.. thank you xx hope your good

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 2 days, 3 hours ago

    thank you x

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 2 days, 3 hours ago

    Hi amy how are you. x

    • Hi Lucy!! I am doing well – busy as ever with the kiddos and life in general. I have had some cravings recently with the switch to the summer schedule. Wise freedom and morgan have given me some wonderful advice to allow myself some grace and to make sure to fit in self care. I am taking their words of wisdom to heart today and am going to go and buy myself a new dress for an outing that I have with my husband tonight where there is going to be a lot of drinking. But not me!! Cranberry juice fizzy for me!! So glad you are here with us xo

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 2 days, 4 hours ago

    thank you… I will stay positive x

    • How are you this morning. Thinking of you as you start and plan a new Day 1. My heart goes out to you.

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 2 days, 4 hours ago

    @Morgan I promise I won’t leave this time…. I have missed you all so much.. how are you doing? xx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 2 days, 4 hours ago

    Thank you @SteveF.. your doing brilliantly well done you x

  • Lucy posted an update 2 days, 4 hours ago

    I would just like to say how fabulous you all are to me… mentally and emotionally I’m in hell today… my drinking again has spiralled out of control, due to family stress and yes I’m an alcoholic… I need to keep being reminded of this… I’ve been numbing emotions with vodka and wine.. drinking at 4pm every evening till black out.. getting up driving to work 17 miles for 6am in the morning.. feeling like a bag of shit!! vowing not drink that day… but then 4pm arrives and bang off I go again.. last night I blacked out and my son couldn’t wake me up and it scared the crap out of him… he’s 15… my husband had gone to bed and said he couldn’t help me anymore I think he’s had enough.. don’t know where this is going but all I know is today I’m not going to drink alcohol… 14th June 2019….. Day 1.. xxxx

    • Hi @lucy! Welcome back! So nice to see your face pop up! Day one it is! I like it!!!☺☺☺

    • So glad to see you @Lucy!! Big hugs for you xoxo

    • Also – this is Amy with a new name 🙂 xo

      • Hi amy how are you. x

        • Hi Lucy!! I am doing well – busy as ever with the kiddos and life in general. I have had some cravings recently with the switch to the summer schedule. Wise freedom and morgan have given me some wonderful advice to allow myself some grace and to make sure to fit in self care. I am taking their words of wisdom to heart today and am going to go and buy myself a new dress for an outing that I have with my husband tonight where there is going to be a lot of drinking. But not me!! Cranberry juice fizzy for me!! So glad you are here with us xo

    • Welcome back @Lucy! I’ve been there a few times. Day 2 will be better. Lots of self-care today and stay here. xo

    • Wow Lucy’s back! That just brightened up my lunchtime. Lots of us still around, some just check in every now and then. You know, you are mentioned around here from time to time. You’ve been missed. Sorry you’re in a low spot, and I won’t trivialize it because this is serious business. But it is so good to see you back!

      • Hi Tom… I was thinking about you today and how you were doing… it’s good to be back.. here we go again I’m trying to stay positive xx

        • I’m doing pretty good, getting fatter & older, but there’s a lot of that going around. I’m mostly happy! My golf game still stinks, but since I don’t play much, I can’t complain. Working a little less now, trying to get retired, but it’s complicated….can’t just hand in my resignation, or so it seems. Watching the grandchildren grow. Some vacations on the horizon, we bought a travel trailer. I’m still in this forum several times a week.

    • You know that silly saying, “I feel your pain” ?
      Many times you hear it, it really doesn’t mean much. But on this site it resonates. We get it. And we want you to be successful with all out hearts. We understand. Fight this tooth and nail. We are here for you. We believe you can make a better life.

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 2 days, 4 hours ago

    Hello my lovely @Mari135.. I have missed you loads… so spooky our song has been on the radio in the car this week, like a sign I should get sober again… thank you so much for your support and yes swimming on Sunday I will go.. xxxx huge love

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 2 days, 7 hours ago

    Thank you @lee-2… today not feeling great but know that having been here many times the shame and failure feelings are so bad.

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 2 days, 8 hours ago

    Hi Ro how you doing?? I’ve hit rock bottom again… bottles of vodka and wine.. still functioning though.. but blacking out all the time.. feel so shit today.. need to sort my life out again.. x

  • Lucy posted an update 2 days, 8 hours ago

    Hi all you lovely people.. I really need your support right now as I’ve been drinking to black out (again) every night.. I’m so low right now. x

    • Luuuuuuuuuucy! Hey you 😊

      • In bed nearly asleep but looking forward to seeing you 😁

        • Hi Ro how you doing?? I’ve hit rock bottom again… bottles of vodka and wine.. still functioning though.. but blacking out all the time.. feel so shit today.. need to sort my life out again.. x

    • What does the support look like to you?

    • Best news is that your here now, @lucy and asking for help. Getting off of that merry go round is the first step. I know that dark place so well, most of us have been there but you already know, having had sober time, that stopping is the first thing that has to happen. I feel for you, though. Countless times I’ve fooled myself thinking that I (it) was ok to drink and landed right back in the shit. Welcome back!

      • Thank you @lee-2… today not feeling great but know that having been here many times the shame and failure feelings are so bad.

    • Hi lovely you, so happy to see you. To hell with the failure vibe – you know the drill, this time, yes? No matter what happens though, don’t leave us! Keep posting and we will try to be encouraging XXXXX

    • Lucy, sleep well, freshen up and start again. We have all fallen and start again. Me every week for a long time. You can get through this. Think about the clear heads and fresh mornings that are the pleasure of sobriety. Be positive and strong. There is no judgement here only support.

    • @lucy – This too shall pass. Praying for you lady! It can be a circular path. You will point north again

    • Lucyyyyyyyy!!!! Oh I’ve missed you!!!! Lots of love your way.
      How about we change that and go back to that path where you and I went swimming a ton, and things slowly did get better. I always tell everyone on here how you were the one who welcomed me when I first started and how you were the reason I got back into swimming and how good that has been for my depression and anxiety.
      We’re here if you need an ear.
      Is antabuse and a chat with your doctor maybe a good place to start right now? It can be scary and also medically a concern if you withdraw from vodka etc. after prolonged use.
      A friend of mine just did detox at a hospital for a few days to get off it safely. Would that be something to consider this weekend maybe?

      oxoxoxoxox

      You will be ok.
      I have no doubt in my mind.
      You’ve done it before and got sober. You will do it again.
      We may just need to add on more external tools in the form of your healthcare team etc. and that’s ok.
      Hope your family is well and I am still dreaming about sharing one of your lovely Sunday roasts!!
      oxoxoxoxxo

      • Hello my lovely @Mari135.. I have missed you loads… so spooky our song has been on the radio in the car this week, like a sign I should get sober again… thank you so much for your support and yes swimming on Sunday I will go.. xxxx huge love

    • We’ve missed you @lucy! We’re all scooching together to make room on the sober wagon. Lots of warm hugs. You’re with friends who know exactly what you’re going through. No shame, just compassion. ❤️😊

    • So glad you’re back @lucy! I’ve thought of you often, you were one the first ones to welcome me here and always so supportive. You still have all your sober days and you can do this! Don’t let that nasty voice get you down we are all here for you!

    • Hi @Lucy. Glad you made the decision to come back. You were such an active member of this community when I first joined 15 months ago. You have been so supportive of others, including me. So many people here are fond of you. We’re all here to cheer you on. Please keep checking in.

    • Hi there @Lucy. It sure is clear from all the posts of my new friends posted before mine that you are well loved here. I’d like to offer my support and friendship to theirs. I’m happy to scooch over with @freedom1025. There’s plenty of room here. Sending hugs and thinking of you. Stay with us. We’re always here and we’re traveling in the same direction.

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    We do change big time when we get sober @Kirsb,, I have so much, reading, meditations, gardening and walking out doors, I feel so much better in myself and can handle situations calmly. Keep going day 50 is great … xxxxx I won’t drink today either.

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    Thanks @Kirsb… xxx

  • Lucy posted an update 1 year ago

    @ro Your pic is fab.. xxx hope your feeling brighter today.x

    • I second what Lucy wrote, Ro!
      oxoxox

    • R51 replied 1 year ago

      @lucy and @mari135. I triple that!

    • Had a meet-up with Freedom1025 here in Michigan, my Sandy and Freedom’s husband included of course, a lunch on the last Friday in July. Wonderful time, talked about many things, you included, Lucy. You are missed!

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    @reena my husbands drives me mad with his hobby … all the bloody time, he plays a boring game on his tablet… bloody aliens fighting.. with there own camps and I can’t bear it. When I talk to him or want something doing he’s completely zoned into the sodding thing. But I’m learning to accept that’s him and he won’t change but my god it’s hard though. I’m so sorry to read about your sister… that just shows how alcohol affects our brains. and we get upset with because were sensitive right now. You’ve handled it so well though well done and keep looking after you.. xxxx much love

    • reena replied 1 year ago

      Well all the family and freinds are coupled up on holidays so wandering around gets a little old I go to the beach and such but right now have to protect being sober too so added annoying bit lol thanks Lucy

  • Lucy posted an update 1 year ago

    Today day 162 was up early dog walking and at the gym by 8am… Have a day off today and it’s absolute heaven… Just me and the dog at home. Thank you for all the lovely replys yesterday was so nice to receive them… Have booked to go to the seaside in august so were all getting excited for that.. lots going on here.. all good and no booze involved, haven’t heard the wine witch for a while actually but I’m always on guard… I have hay fever today and my chest is so tight when I cough I sound like an
    old donkey…. prob should cut down on the cigs… have a great Monday all … love to you.. xxxx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    Hello my friend, how are you this morning… I have a day off and the house is lovely and quiet. Thanks for the reply, my hair has got so long now, never had long hair before my son put a pretend loop ring in the top of my ear yesterday lol.. looked a bit like an ageing Janis Joplin lol… Have a great Monday… lots of love. xxx

    • Your hair is beautiful, Lucy! Just like you. Inside and out beautiful.
      oxoxoxox

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    thanks @Ro.. hope you ok my love. xxx

    • Ro replied 1 year ago

      Had a downer day yesterday. Spent most of it in bed – hadn’t had any sleep sat night so that’s prob why i was bummed out. Feeling a big anti climax coming on for my year soberversary this week. Need to find some hobby – I’ve always had a big group of friends but they were enmeshed in my drinking and drugging, then as my drinking ramped up i isolated myself to drinking at home with my partner. I miss my mum only get to see her once a year or once every two years. And my son isn’t talking to me and that makes me sad. Better shake off the funk. Not much fun. Did you get into the wedding? I just saw the highlights on our news here. Prince Philip looks like a zombie. And Beatrice and Eugenie were very demure compared to Williams wedding. Must have been told to tone it down. Big bloody to do innit. Scandalous waste of money. You sound really great @lucy lovely to read 🙂

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    • Ro replied 1 year ago

      Cute pic @Lucy you look really happy 🙂

      • Lucy replied 1 year ago

        thanks @Ro.. hope you ok my love. xxx

        • Ro replied 1 year ago

          Had a downer day yesterday. Spent most of it in bed – hadn’t had any sleep sat night so that’s prob why i was bummed out. Feeling a big anti climax coming on for my year soberversary this week. Need to find some hobby – I’ve always had a big group of friends but they were enmeshed in my drinking and drugging, then as my drinking ramped up i isolated myself to drinking at home with my partner. I miss my mum only get to see her once a year or once every two years. And my son isn’t talking to me and that makes me sad. Better shake off the funk. Not much fun. Did you get into the wedding? I just saw the highlights on our news here. Prince Philip looks like a zombie. And Beatrice and Eugenie were very demure compared to Williams wedding. Must have been told to tone it down. Big bloody to do innit. Scandalous waste of money. You sound really great @lucy lovely to read 🙂

    • You sweet Lucy of ours you!! LOVE this photo!!!
      oxoxox
      Did you get a nice new haircut for the summer?

  • Lucy posted an update 1 year ago

    Hi all… sorry I’ve not been here to support you all but it’s been a very hectic couple of weeks.. I’ve been doing more hours because hubby has started getting work in so slow cash flow for a while. Kids keeping me busy and my mum is also.. @reena and @R51 thanks for the shout out I was very touched … and @mari135 our song comes on the radio a lot here especially when I’m driving to work early…. Big high 5’s to you. xx I have realised with how busy it’s been that that if I was drowning myself in wine I would have been hot headed and not coping well at all (although I would have thought I was)…. but now sober I’m very chilled with what’s going on… meditations are working wonders for me… huge loads of love to you all… xxxxx

    • reena replied 1 year ago

      Thats so wonderful, so glad to know you are good and things are well if busy. xo @Lucy!

    • Hello Gorgeous, have a lovely day xo

    • oxoxoxox

      You are in my daily thoughts and always in my car when our song comes on girl!
      Make sure you have something to relax to look forward to soon. Maybe a weekend getaway with the hubby by the sea….or a deep tissue massage on a Friday after work.

    • R51 replied 1 year ago

      Look at that beautiful smile and skin!!!! Glad our girl is doing good. Too busy…… but SOBER!!

  • Lucy posted an update 1 year, 1 month ago

    @mrs-d are writting another book soon??? I love your books, so honest and i feel as though I’m reading about myself.. xxx They are keeping me sober

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 year, 1 month ago

    I want to come.. they are fantastic. xxxx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 year, 1 month ago

    They don’t get it do they? there is no “one day” for us… we know it leads to carnage …. stay strong and you will. xxxx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 year, 1 month ago

    I have drinking dreams to.. they used to freak me out at first but now I just ignore them… Your doing great .. 30 days congrats. xxx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 year, 1 month ago

    Oh my friend I get this… just want them all to fuck off… and want peace in my mind. I get that your the strong one in your family (like me) and if your down it doesn’t function. Today is a tough day for you but hang in there your amazing… put yourself first for a change .. do something for you.. I’m with ya.. xxxxx hugs to you @ ro

    • Thanks @lucy I just stayed in bed. Couldn’t be bothered with the man and checked in my kids room and she was in bed-which is better than most Saturday nights when she goes out and gets in at 4am. Not better in her mind, but much safer in mine. I feel really sad for her. She is struggling at the moment and I’m not enough to help, in fact I can’t even cope with all the head fuck shit, self harming and depression and all that crap. I can understand that she is depressed because being in pain for the last 8 years would be enough to grind anyone down let alone a kid, and I feel really guilty about not being there for her in times when she really needed some support ( emotionally ) as I was pissed every night. And her dad lives in another town and she hardly ever sees him, and we haven’t ever had family close by, so she is isolated in that respect. She has no friends. The one friend she did have who she used to go and hang out with every night
      is the one who she smoked pot with and had the bad reactions to both times so she has chosen not to hang out with her anymore because that kid is still trying to tell her it will be ok to keep doing it and it must’ve been because she was hungover. I think last week scared her so much. She can’t understand why shit always happens to her ( no other people that smoked the pot had that reaction- but then again none of them are on epilepsy medicine for pain) and that it is really unfair. She just wants to be the same as her peers. I can’t find her friends and she certainly doesn’t want to hang out with me at nearly 19yrs of age. I just feel so sad about it- at her age I’d already lived in another country and had been out of home for a couple of years.

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 year, 1 month ago

    My treat today was picking wild flowers when out with the dog this afternoon, and they are gorgeous.. thank you @Soberheart. xxx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 year, 1 month ago

    Hi @Ro and thank you.. I was the entertainment to for years… always making a twat of myself… have a great day my love I’m just off to bed lol. xx

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 year, 1 month ago

    Thanks @freedom1025 , x

  • Lucy posted a new activity comment 1 year, 1 month ago

    Thank you @Lars x

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