Very close to 11 months, so I’m pretty close to 12, that huge milestone. Little voices are telling me that maybe it’s ok to have the odd glass once I reach the other side. I’m conscious of what’s happening but it’s very unsettling.
I get this @Lightness I got to 18 months once and thought sod it I’m having a drink.. but I went exactly back to square one. Couldn’t moderate like I thought and the depression returned along with hang overs, horrible nights drunk and guilt, shame and remorse. It is a struggle yes to stay sober as it looks so normal and it’s everywhere. Ignore those voices you are doing so well.. treat yourself you deserve it x