120 days today and really beginning to see the positive changes in my thinking. Especially in terms of my past relationship with alcohol. It was a broken crutch for so many years and a weapon that I used against myself at times. It is possible to break and mend at the same time but it’s very unproductive. I can’t even justify drinking anymore which is an extreme change in my behavior after having lived in denial about my condition for so long. I can not fight alcohol, never could. It will take me down each and every time, therefore I just leave it alone and life has become so much simpler. There’s a huge event taking place every day, it’s called Life and I’ve chosen not to drink for it. My mind, body and spirit thank me every day!