It's not my first time on this site but hopefully it will be my last. February 22,2019. I haven't drank in 27 days. I've attempted a sober life multiple times. This time I feel different though more determined. I'm 47 years old. I've done so much damage to both myself and others as a result of drinking. I'm sick of it.I'm ready for a different life, a peaceful life. I believe in my heart I'm creating the life I've always longed for by not drinking.