I am at 115 days today and I really feel that as well @kitten and @rubyroo2 some days I just feel really flat when I should be jumping up and down with joy for getting this far again. As I approach the 100 odd days mark my wine witch really ramps up the noise and I have slipped at that time twice so far. This time I want it to be different. I know I am a much better mother and person when I am AF and my life is so much better. I have to just stay on top of that witch, she is a sneaky little cow.