• janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 day, 7 hours ago

    I think she has but may need a reminder, you no i bleat on bout it lol.

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 day, 7 hours ago

    Tell her C U NEXT TUESDAY

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 day, 7 hours ago

    Oh just sent you a post. You and me both having crapola days! Farkn humans aye. Punts to work with when tthey think they have power.

  • janus2 posted an update 1 day, 7 hours ago

    Hey @robynb trying to get through till end of our school term aye, chocka full of flu. 13 days till end of term! Shuda takn @prudence advice and not gone back to this school after op! Was called a farkn slut by a 10 yr old last friday, on tip of tongue to say, yup i know that already and no apology or stood down. Sorry 3 cunty boys rule the roost and there is no farkn folliw through. In fact sent them down after they did 10 mins reading, principal gave them 2 lollies. Setting then up for instant gratification. Got reports to do and parent meetings next week
    Lol can you see now why not been on a farkn rant. Xo @robynb thanks for shout out.

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 week, 3 days ago

    Lol i hate those guided walks as well…. i end up mimicing peoples accents lol, i am so evil. So pleased your having a good time, imagine me on the balcony having a few laughs xo any hot look men?

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 week, 5 days ago

    Whoop diddly whoop whopp @tom4500 xo

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 week, 5 days ago

    Lol you shouda given Noah a nose job!!! 😂 AND then you shuda sprayed perfume under your nose with the stinky lady or on her. Yeah i never got jet lag either, lol thats for amateurs lol lol. Wish i there xoxo

  • janus2 posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    Lol now hows this for a little laugh!! Sort of. Couple of teachers crook at school bit they all agreed that theyr really crook when they cant have a couple of wines after work!!! THEN 1 said whos doing dry July???? Discussion followed, all decided nah not doing it. Wonder how many teachers having that discussion in staff rooms, i swigged my soda stream carbonated water and felt quite gloaty, so tempted to say nah not drunk for 2yrs.. computer crapped out so i was actually very shitty by the hr, trying to keep voice quiet… god i felt like screaming… THEN thought i in room at lunch and i let a ripper fart out, next minute, heard s massive laugh, heres couple of girls in room omg we so laughed, broke the monotony of being in foul mood. Seriously most unhelpful staff ever been at, FARKN BLOODY USELESS, oh to top it off case of nits in my class! Now hate this word… farkn AWESOME! Anyway should be asleep by now. Peace out. Bit of whinge but hey im allowed

    • 2 years aye. Who woulda thunk it. Glad the fart made the day better haha. Have happy sleeps xo

    • Nothing can turn a day around like a massive fart!

    • Trumpet bum

    • Couple of nit wits or just nits in your class 😂

    • Ohhhh, nits are so hard to get rid of! For a non serious problem, they are awful! When my own 3 kids got them, I learned that the shampoo isn’t always effective now. I spent hours hair combing every night, doing laundry, bagging stuffed toys and bedding. I almost lost my mind. Even now, years later, I get anxious when I hear of cases in my school. Glad I got that out of my system about my enemy the nit. It’s good to hear from you @janus2

    • peace out. sounds like a day.

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 2 weeks ago

    Oh God, so enjoy. Love ya!😍

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 2 weeks ago

    Mm debate that of being ashamed of being bipolar, huge stigma still out there, and huge regrets of spending approx 5 yrs in n out of looney bins, rehabs, residential care, over today of shitloads of meds, as meds added to, since op and hit depression. So..
    Depression more accepted out there b4 bipolar or schizophrenia, as i used to say i was, with lol violent sexual tendancies to scare the bajesus out of people when in care, left me well alone lol 😁🤔 @DaveH

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 2 weeks ago

    Omg @seizetheday thought of you today with shit weather in fuckafucka lol true town here in NZ 😁😏 hope your all good in new job xo

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 2 weeks ago

    Lol i dont get how to work it, brain dead and dunce lol.

  • janus2 posted an update 2 weeks ago

    Back at school, over cunty kids who asked to do work, asked to fix, walks out! Then the little fucker alliwed to go to sports comp! Nxt tuesday, not on my farkn watch. By nxt tuesday he will blow it! Farkn tired, ive got reports to do and 20 farkn mins parent conferences wk 9. For fucks sake! 38 sleeps to noumea. Ha man got new wetsuit and he sent photo he looks like a farkn licorice allsort ha. Dam hes gt fat. Not walking with him on holiday, 10 paces in frnt mates. I think he been drinkn da beers with shit going on at wrk. And damit lookn bit skeletal since op now trying that shit ensure drinl to put on. God not even been tryn. Bit over it. @prudence turned down the job, explained to principal recovering frm op so do day to day relievn. He thanked me for being upfront. Besides we dont get back till 19th, term starts 22nd, stress dont need! Am farkd! Not been in for while so congrats to all newbies, hi to oldies x9😀 peace out

    • Oh good you’ve been working far too hard for too long anyway@Janus2. Tell man to hurry up and buy nice new house coz you’ve got some fun decorating ideas you’d like to try out. Tell him you’ll buy him a new 4-pack of supermarket undies if he does what he’s told, you’ll even walk with him!! Give those bad kids the strap mate! Hahahaaa. I am in transit in Sydney waiting tp board next flight to Abu Dhabi. On my way to the big wide world haha xxx

    • Hey you, – noumea how exciting! Look at you go.
      Well I don’t do any work in fuckafucka these days. It’s all further south a bit. But mostly gardening and even in the rain it’s better than any day in the office in lil ol pootown.
      But I’m still a terrible sleeper, here I am at 3:30 wide awake. Grrrr. Anyway, morning to you when you wake up and see this haha. Have an awesome day, even with the naughty kids hehe. Xo

    • Take care girl, and stop being so fattist

    • You crack me up, a licorice allsort 😁 hope you get better soon from your op

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    Oh and its 39 sleeps before Noumea! Hilton Noumea here i come.

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    Suck it up princess! 😂 just think you can have a mass orgy with them all when you get back xo🌍

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    Stay on antabuse, safety net and i still use it. 2 trs sober, bad wk go back on double dose to kick start. All good know it well lol.

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    Omg winner you are

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    Well at times life sucks, move over red rover get used to that feeling for a while. Life sucks for all, your not aline, its how we choose to deal with it that changes our thinking. Stay in poor me zone 9r move to ok, change mode and after a time its acceptance.

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    Not been in here for a while, but seem to remember your issues with last job. Tell you this now, if your still teaching not many times you can fuck up, here in nz that is. Here in NZ each fuck up goes to teachers council disciplinary hearing. Not being mean, but seems you do muck up, is teaching,, if your still doing it for you ? It took me many goes to give up, but fabulous principal at that stage said it straight, your clever teacher when your on, shit when your not. Resounding omg moment. So a clever teacher or passable. Your choice with awesome lol kiwi guy in tow. If my guy, i would be kicked to curb if still on piss. Think you need to choose, life, grab it by the balls and grab it by a inner battle, that seems to me a viscious cycle. Think your adult enough for this, or maybe not. Overstepped boundary, but hey its janus. Xo

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    Hey there, nice to see you back on track. Win win, off da piss. Xo🤗

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    Oi oi, congrats you, been tough but you got through it, we knew you could xo

    • thanks, @janus 2, appreciate your encouragement, got through it indeed, no MORE HANGOVERS for me. how are you?

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    Self control or choice? Devil advocate

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    Ah well… bwaut day here, lol hospitals lights are fab aye. Sweet dream, dont dream of oh ma rapeti oh ma rapeti sorry aphen missing top of a.

    • Ro replied 1 month ago

      I want what you’re on ya tripper lol seriously how’s it going? When do you get released into the wild again? Hospital sucks a big fat one. Sending you a hug

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    Omg lol i remember you tehe. Good job you xoxo

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    What Rez or am i an ignoramus?

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago

    Dont like ‘Dead to me’ lol, fell asleep to it. So nah, not a high five to Dead to me, yawn x10 dam i am different aye. Everyone going oh itd so good, janus goes, ahhh nah bullshit lol. I crak myself up

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago

    So are you saying you no nothing about your treatment?. Bridge programme is salvation army based, but is excellent if upu want to change. Shouldn’t cost you anything, unless its changed.

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago

    Jesus wept women, you live in farkn Alaska, what you expect, bah, cold, its 16deg here. Lol. My vjj woulda frozen in your temps lol😙

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago

    Tehe is vacation, holiday? Lol God i am a tart aye.

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago

    Been in Bridge programme, all good you be fine, you want it, you do it. Its bit religious but move past that, you be good.

    • Yeah I am totally non religious but will take part in the help I can get. What is the Bridge about? Do I keep to myself and read or is it compulsory to join in with the daily programs. Paying it myself and a bit worried that the place in Newtown is where I was born and bred, too many bad influences still there.

      • So are you saying you no nothing about your treatment?. Bridge programme is salvation army based, but is excellent if upu want to change. Shouldn’t cost you anything, unless its changed.

    • I know it is the sallies that run it, yes I know very little about the program and I got myself to where I am and will get myself out of this situation and pay for it myself. Could be free but I do not want to be a burden on tax payers for my addiction. Nuff said.

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago

    Lol @enzedgirl, all for a bit of trouble tehe since i maybe a gallstone lighter on Tuesday.

  • janus2 posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    I knew it, i knew it, just been watchimg on Netflix, Wine Country, hilarious, but who was on it, yup Brene Brown as cameo. Knew i was right bout her, knew it. Janus has 6th instinct. So fark off Brene. Lol.

    • oh god don’t start the Brene conversation again Janus! 😂

    • Haha. Now aim human have to watch. You just hankering for a fight, or what?! Must be feeling better haha.

    • I wanted to like wine country better than I did. I like the cast so much. I binged all of Dead to Me today. I loved it. There was tons of wine n whiskey drinking. There was a time I would have had to drink right along w them. Today, it was ginger tea all the way.

      • Dont like ‘Dead to me’ lol, fell asleep to it. So nah, not a high five to Dead to me, yawn x10 dam i am different aye. Everyone going oh itd so good, janus goes, ahhh nah bullshit lol. I crak myself up

    • Wanted to like Wine Country but it felt like one big tired cliche.
      She does have skin like marzipan though @janus2, lol.
      I disagree with you on Ms Brown but I reckon you like to stir aye. 😀

    • Yeah I don’t think any amount of botox is going to marzipan me now, lol.
      Oh will it be? Mmm. 🙁
      Resting for the gallbladder extraction? I hope it’s not painful.

    • oxoxox So glad to see you back, janus2.
      Hope all is well!

  • janus2 posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    @ellislou how are you? Was watching on netflix “the boy who harnessed the wind” based in Africa and thought of you and hows it going. Also found somees C.Ds of Mums, all south african music, as mum and dad lived there, dad was a anglican vicar 8n Capetown and Joburg. Listened to the click ssong and thought wonder if you can do the click lol. Plus love your National Anthem 😀

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago

    Am here @robynb just not the most healthiest at moment though, so not on here alot. But on a brighter note, man said if wanted to go anywhere in the world where would i go! Crack up i said New Caledonia, so he then said, right lets go, wtf! Uts real expensive so tried to talk him out of it i thought he was joking. As for Maree Kondo, lol bet shes a hoarder lol. Normally those types of people are fucked in the head lol. Now us for instance are not. Good luck with ya sale, but sounds like i would like those lamps!🤔🙄

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago

    All good on home front, no use complaining, is what it is, and cant change it. Just wish i had stopped necking the bottle after 1st rehab when 18, not wait till 2 yrs ago lol. Aaah technology in classrm, dont get me going. Aaah colleagues dont get me going. Keep to yaself i say. Conjuring up ways to annoy man today.. i will succeed, i need a laugh.

  • janus2 posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    @mrs-d has your vertigo gone yet ? How ya doing after the death in your family? Xo

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago

    Enjoy @prudence dam another pair of boots, well that wont fit in your backpack

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago

    Dam @liberty so sorry. Was she sick? Take care

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago

    Yup well i lost my long lost fatbum, and its like it was their time. Do we want to hang on to them because we love them so much. I coukdnt do that to my fatbum, sure you couldnt do that to your cat. I will never in my life forget fatbum wimper twice before she died, in my head for ever. Life cycle, ours as well.

    • Not sweet fatbum @janus2!!! I’m so sorry. I know how much you love that fur ball. They really are special gifts, aren’t they? Sending love your way, always.

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago

    Not quite out of woods yet @morgan, back in hospital last night, op this a.m. bit over it, just feel like lol each moment little by little organs will pack up. Ho hum, got to cop up for health issues dur to feeling severe alcoholism. Now wish it had been only a bottle a night, cark it on couch after 1, but oooh no, not this chick, goes hole hog. X0

  • janus2 posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    Thanks all for your posts to me, so appreciated them. Still feel very blah..wont go on as will end in tears before bedtime lol. Post when i kniw whats going to happen. With sister, yikes, but thank fuck for her aye. Peace out. @mrs-d has your vertigo gone? Its shit aye that. Xo

  • janus2 posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    Maybe this may make some of you take stock and go oh god dont want all that bullshit.
    Maybe reason @prudence so tearful.
    A) jaundiced to the hilt, even some kids in class noticed, been sober 2 yrs, liver maybe kidneys.
    B) pancreas playing up!
    Feeling pretty shit and ill, but cant have sick day 2 days into term, noticed also thyroid up . So keep on pissing up large, if you want above ill health, plus 2 breast cancer ops, plus pancreatic cysts removed. 1 day one of those organs is going to pack up, yup 45. Up to you, and yes grumpy fucked off, fucking CUNT booze, and dont give a fuck said cunt!

    • Sorry you’re feeling so crap @janus2 ! Hugs on offer xx

    • So sorry you feel like such shit. Thinking of you today. Praying you’ll feel better.

    • Hope u feel better soon @janus2

    • Jaundice sounds like bile duct obstruction @janus2???? ❤️

    • Thanks for sharing @janus2. You don’t talk a lot about your health problems because of alcohol but when you do it’s powerful and emotional. Hope you feel better.

    • Hello little buddy, sounds like things are a bit crook in Tullerook!! That was sudden. When is man home? Have you been to the doctor? No job is more important than getting some help with all this. I think when you say Prudence is tearful you mean when you were tearful the other night and we talked? Please go to the doctor today. The school will survive. Five me a ring if it will help to talk about this xo

    • @janus2 booze sucks. I’m sorry you are having to deal with this stuff. It sure is awful isn’t it? I hope that you get some relief soon.

    • sounds like a bile duct obstruction, like winner, said. my brother just had the same thing, had his spleen removed, but was cautioned that with the jaundice it had become very serious. please get to the doctor. my brother does not drink, so don’t know if it necessarily related to drinking. he had a gall stone plugging up the duct. let us know!!!, @janus2

    • Thanking of you @janus2. Hope you are ok crazy cool lady.

    • Heard from Mrs D you’re in the hospital, so I suppose you’re not reading this; but just get yourself better. If you’re hurting, we’re hurting.

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    @Agirl it doesnt have to be you, if YOU have the desire choice not to drink again. You have this, dont be on a continuous thought process of as silly A.A say white knuckling it. Just be you.xo
    I think as to the “pink cloud” why name it as that, as its almost setting the bar to high, e.g is it real, accept your mood for what it is…good..

    • Thanks for your kind words @janus2. Do you mean to direct them towards @kjpeche? I’m not white knuckling it- LOVE sobriety. Just not complacent either. Actually I feel like I have shed a skin- and I’m never going to put it on again. More “me” than I have been for decades. Thanks for your kind words sweet lady 😄

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    Actually you do know why you do it @sandyb , that was me, “oh i dont know why i do this” bawl bawl, but i did! So do you so spill xo ?

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    Omg there you are @quietlydone you been ok? Brummie nice to see you here, and your toddler deserves you. I like probably all the oldies think of you both with, oh i dont know, love i think, even though never meet. But hey words speak volumes. Take care @brummiebird kiss thst wee girl shitloads!..quietlydone 👋

  • janus2 posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    Yus Sunday morrow, man home after 10 days in Aus. Defo not going to show him how pleased am. In fact say how busy been lol, NOT. Finally did some planning for new term, phew. Getn worried not motivated enuf lol. Seems to be the way i roll. Hey @robynb wat shud i do Ted talkz on? @jocord what do ya rekn? Could be rumination and catastrophising as fuck me how many yrs did i do that. Let me ponder lol contact Ted talkz see what they say lol. Sure i could get data 🤗 i would love to step out of wee circle or star they have to stand in. How you going @robynb with that shit at work? Ayway signing off, peace out l.s

    • Hope you have a nice time catching up with your man tomorrow 😉

    • Hmmmm, let me ruminate on that. Whatever it is I’d watch you! Do it in Janus vernacular, tho’. Otherwise I’d not get it. Enjoy your man!

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    No one is hopeless, takes a while to change your thinking and make a solid effort to do it. I so understand rebellion, lost count as to how many rehabs, hospitals bn in since 15, but was time to stand up and do. Like yes you can, dig deep, google Rational recovery, dofferent way of looking at your addiction. Am mention RR many times on here, some love it. Keep going

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    Whoops @jes thought you were nzer and have a bit a chuckle, and seriously didnt know where Brene was frm! Apologies if insulted you. But said, so to me, over. Not sure hpw you see you dont fit on here, but its you and your view point. All good. Known to be blunt like some others on here.

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    Hell no @jocord didnt even enter my mind so dont worry
    @jes bloody texans, if usa knew the term Jaffa they’d be the same. I have been on this site since 2014, the relationships i have built with Americans, has been super fab. As my time gone on, its like new members who form the very same relationships i have built, kept and still do
    Its inportant to remember we are on personal journeys based on same addiction. Also USA is huge, with larger addictions problems. If you do post you will find members whos journey resonates with you. My comment was a personal one, which gained momentum. Many just contributed and it was cool to hear others with no agenda. Dont feel to “uncertain” stay with it, post, people will share similar attitudes. If we were all same, how boring would that be. Great y0u voiced it though, congrats, you are valued @jes xo

  • janus2 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    Wow that got the sparrows twittering lol. Nah @lee no offence taken what so ever
    In fact i enjoyed what everyone had to say and their interpretation of her. Im sure she has data, cheers @watergirl . I have watched Ted talks, and i must admit, ALOT, now commercialised and craks me up how they have to stand in a circle! I would purposely jump out of it lol, anywhoo. I may think what other topics i could broach, to get us looking outwardly and not inwardly. Mmm thats got me thinkn. Take care out there, gunna be a bit day in Blenheim. My day will be busy planning for term. Ive been so lazy. Peace out all enjoy ya Saturday xo

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