Day 80 today:) I have not thought about drinking for awhile now. It sure does get easier with time thank God! I never ever ever ever what to go back to that place of shame, despair and self loathing! Life is so much better for me in the raw…not to mention much better for my family.
@Destiny – the guilt we feel is always the hardest part, but i believe it’s also the part of our brain that keeps us AF. No one ever had a wonderful and a happy life and thought, well, hey, i better stop drinking today! I know the last time I got sober, the guilt and shame a lone kept me AF for weeks!! I like how you say life is better in the raw…I’m afraid of the raw, to be honest.