40 days today:) no desire to drink lately…it’s almost like not even an option. However, I have been very emotional lately, especially in the mornings…I have a good cry then seem to be ok the rest of the day…weird. Probably all the emotions I use to drown out still need to be brought to the surface. Who knows. I do know that even during my crying fit I think to myself what a mess I am “but I’m sober” and that thought brings a smile to my tear filled face.
I can only guess all that feeling was held back behind the numbing that drinking gives us @destiny. How great that water is flowing and maybe like a dam that’s released, eventually the pressure will ease. xx 40 days is great!